Most nights, when it's time for Tater to go to sleep, he will ask us to rock him and while rocking him, he'll ask us to sing. It's the cutest thing ever. Dave has a few songs that he always sings to him, but I like to change it up. Some nights, I sing hymns, other nights I'll sing praise choruses, and then sometimes, I'll pick a childhood song like Skidamarink.
Last night as I was rocking him for a few minutes before putting him in his crib, this simple song that we used to sing in Children's Church instantly came to mind.
My God is so big, so strong and so mighty
There's nothing my God cannot do
My God is so big, so strong and so mighty
There's nothing my God cannot do
The mountains are his
The rivers are his
The skies are his handy works too
My God is so big, so strong and so mighty
There's nothing my God cannot do
As I was singing it, I couldn't help but look at my little guy and remember just how true that song is. With Him, all things are possible. Because of Him, I am now a mommy, something that seemed impossible at times.
There are many times that I worry about what the future holds. I wonder if we'll ever be able to adopt again, if I'll ever want to adopt again (more on that later), if Tater is meant to be an only child. Singing that simple song to Tater last night brought tears to my eyes because it was a reminder to me of all that He has already done and the fact that I can put my trust in Him for my future, no matter what it holds.
I just have to remember that even when things feel impossible and I'm discouraged, that my God is so big, so strong and so mighty, and there's nothing my God cannot do.