Dear Sweet Big Boy,
Today is going to be a big day for you. In about 8 hours, you and I are going to get into the car and drive to school for your first day of preschool. Your little backpack is ready and your clothes are sitting on your dresser waiting for you when you wake up. It's hard to believe that the time has come.
I'll be honest with you and tell you that my heart is a little sad. I know that you are ready for school, there's not a doubt in my mind, but tonight, when I went in to check on you, all I could think about was that first night I spent with you in the hospital.
I remember holding you and watching you sleep, kissing your nose and telling you how much I already loved you. You were so handsome and perfect and so very little. You needed me and to be quite honest, I needed you. You are our son, the child that God chose just for us. You have made us both so happy.
We've watched you grow and rejoiced with you over the milestones you've accomplished. We've cheered you on as you started to crawl and when you took your first steps. We have smiled and laughed as we've watched you go from a little tiny 7 pound baby to a crazy and wild 2 1/2 year old. Now, the time has come for us to cheer you on again as you tackle your next big milestone, your first day of school.
Even though you'll be right down the hall from me, I'm going to miss you being my little shadow. I'm going to miss spending my days with you, miss seeing your smile, and I'll even miss you asking me to play cars with you, something you ask us about 100 times each day.
I hope that you have fun in your new class, that you make new friends, and please, please, please listen and obey your teacher. I know that this new routine is going to take some time to get used to, especially when you realize that you'll be taking a nap with your new classmates, but I know that before long, you'll be singing new songs that you've learned and telling me about all the things that you've done in your new classroom.
I guess my heart hurts, too, because I know that someday, you'll grow up like your weekend brother Perry and you'll not only be heading off to preschool, but to college. Your first day of school tomorrow is just another reminder that they day is coming. Just remember that no matter what, you'll always be my little baby. I love you, Nathan Gregory. Have a great first day of school. Your daddy and I are so proud of the little boy that you've become.
I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living,
My baby, you'll be.
Love,
Mommy