Yesterday, while we thought the baby girl was a possibility, I went out cafe shopping with Trish. On our way there, we stopped by a baby store to just look. We went in and looked around, with the intention of just browsing and trying to convince myself that I like girl colors, too. (I'm naturally more drawn towards boy items.)
Right before we left, I saw these two tiny baby boy preemie gowns. I picked them up and made a comment to Trish about how tiny they were and that they could be (insert our baby boy name)'s size.
After we left and were in the car, Trish made a comment to me about the fact that I had called this March baby boy (insert our baby boy's name). I honestly hadn't really thought much about it until she mentioned it. Maybe my heart is more set on this baby boy than I thought.
All day yesterday, even as we looked at girl colors, I could not stop thinking that I should be buying boy clothes for the March baby instead of girl clothes for the Feb baby. It was a very weird feeling.
All day today, I can't seem to get (insert our baby boy's name) out of my mind. We have plans to meet with the lawyer tomorrow and I'm just praying that God has everything worked out.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
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There are times where you are feeling the way you are feeling. But even if you are scared (which I know you are), you should know that God is leading the way and will get you to your destination with the prize of going through the journey, a baby. Not just any baby. Baby VBK.
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